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FENNIE. Yeefen
first cry on 31st October
Once a temasekian, Now a bedok town student..
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it is like around half year without her... countless days...when will i dream abt you?
i have lots of things to say.. haha.
damm long no update.. but i think no one reading lol..
blog is now so outdated everyone is into facebook..
yesterday was band practice then attended pingyi marching band ROD..
it was so grand unlike our sch LOL..
amazed by their marching etc.. cool.. if only our band is like this...
haha perhaps in future:)
this holiday is occupied.. with band on every thursday and saturday
moving hse too.. gonna miss the hse..
i suddenly miss my childhood so much..haha playing those games we invented i guess my sisters and i are too creative
haha.. i even my kindergarden report book and is filled with Cs LOL...
my holiday hwks is a stack.. no motivation my sisters all no hwks how lucky are they i want be like them but i need to buck up:)
but i started:)
a little only:(
haha contradicting...
A short post:)
141 days without her...
staying home for the past few days.. my house was filled with emptiness and lonliness
all of my younger sisters go school leaving me and my mum at home.. the living room was so quiet till a needle's drop could be heard..
i going to work soon next work.. there goes my freedomm.. and this holiday=no play for me.. as there is sure lots of homework stacking up..
i really must work hard for this coming holiday as my chem maths lagging behind..
talkign abt that tmr return papers.. i am really afraid.. i would fail.. for maths and amaths ..
i wanna pass all? will this come true?,... i had a nice dream getting second in class.. but dreams are opposite of reality i guess it wont come true after all.. looking at my results..
xiayu sry yesterday failed to update aha cause dun feel like..and thanks and i know wat do already=)
going mingyue house to play basketball and badminton now.. lol.. byebye!
138 days without her..
time really files
i have lots of thing to say....yeah should i post a long one..
long time no update going to one month cause i was not in a mood of updating blog and secondly is becuase exam period... but now everything is over hooray!
let talk abt the papers..
english-comprehension a little difficult abt handicapped worse is summary wasnt direct at all..
chinese- haiz dunno....it was difficult hopefully i will pass..
maths- paper1 was mostly sec 1 and 2.. i can do but with no confidence.. papert 2 sec 3 haiz..
social studies- overall was average i wan an A for humanities my only hope
geog- hate developement so much!!! i like river the most. haha...
chem- totally shit!! mole..
bio- difficult?
i had totally lose confidence in watever subjects.. no As but Fs.. haiz.. retain? maybe...
haiz.. anw what is done cannot be undone...hopeless...
my daily life for the past weeks is studying yeah and celebrating mid autumn with my neighbours at the lift haha..
i really have lots of things to say but dunno how to start,..shall update more tmr.. i wanna stop here
114 days without her.. at times really hate the house seems so empty..
exams are just coming so soon! going to ban myself from com soon yes asap.. but i cannot resist the temptation of com when it is in my living room.. but i must try if not next year how?
so my blog would be dead quite a while.. or maybe every weekend update..
secondly yesterday was the last band practice..
yeah i did a great mistake and it was really that bad..
haiz..
talking abt that yesterday practice irritates me.. both werent listening and just play among themselves
yesterday all of sudden i miss trumpet section and my junior bryan and badly wanna go back..
i admit that he doesnt like band that is so obvious however he is good unlike those 2 craps..those 2 craps i could not stand them..
thirdly i just realise friendship is an irritating thing.. haha my pet peeve just learnt a new phrase:) yeah it starts to become irritating as friends quarrel over small stuffs.. i really cannot stand it and i also dun want myself to have this kind of thing.. yeah i get over mine.. yeah is a good thing i had found my true friends..
i had my longest duration friendship with banana
i had my shortest duration friendship with xiayu
i had my average duration friendship with mingyue and kelly
Banana, i had known him for 2 years plus liao..haha i didnt expect in bts my longest true friend was banana i didnt realise till this year.. kinda dumb of me.. but nvm i know now le so i will cherish him even more.. how should i say him? i dunno.. but he is rather good to me.. so i shall thanks for that banana! u make me know wat is true friendship i found one between us hehe..
i know u read le feel mushy la.. however between u and mer i decided let nature take its course so u both decide for urself..
next xiayu, ahahaha she was from my pri sch.. i didnt expect i had lots to talk to her.. haha when i first see her.. she was a quiet girl, ever since we chatted online.. we began to talk more.. she was my listening ear and i pour all sorts of troubles to her.. i am so sorry but this make me feel better hahah.. even though it is a short period knowing u.. but i believe our friendship will last hehe..
ming yue hahahaha.. this one ah.. crazy sort sort one only closer this year cause dunno wat..
she also my another listening ear.. but i think she pour more troubles to me than i pour haha.. cause of her irritating bro.. aiyo lol..
haha so is like nine months of close friendship our friendship is fighting arguing everyday lol.. mingyue u agree? hahah
kelly!!! omg this one! i miss her so much.. all those blabberings we had during last year miss tan class haha gossipings etc ... she was my studies listening ear.. haha i learnt lots of stuff from her too.. i really miss her guidiance.. teaching me maths indo etc.. i had an enjoyable time in 2e1 because of her:) u rocks.. even though we are not as close as before..but u are my true friend cause.. i also duno how to explain.. thanks kelly!
mervin at time i am close to him at times i am not.. he is a helpful friend who guide me in my maths and a amths this year semester 2.. no matter whr msn sch.. i ask he teach.. thanks..
haha i dunno wat to say liao?
just wanna say to u guys good luck readers for EOY if u are student hehe..
108 days without her.. Labels: jiayou gd luck chocolalawawa
at times i really wish she is back beside us.. i really regretted alot not cherishing her when she was with us..
holidays coming to an end soon.. exams are coming.. time really files too fast
exams are coming must jiayou
must buck up really hard i want acheive better than before..
just started revising bio and geog..
at least thesse holidays wasnt like previously wasted..
sec 3already i guess no more time wasting on playing..
study hard play hard after o lvls...
must buck up on mybio chem and humanities.. going to ban myself from com soon..
There are things that u dun cherish , once they are gone , u filled with regretness..
perhaps neglecting her was one of my regretful things i had done...
really miss her lots..
i am sorry for what i had done but i no apologising is not the way..
god bless u in heavens..
u are part of my life..
family members are important ppl in ur life they play an important role in ur life
they stand by u whenver u need.. this is one wat my family is..
i guess i am really lucky for they are always smiling.. laughters of my sisters around the house make ur day.. even u are sad, lame jokes that make by my family member cheer me up...
i going to spend more more time with them...
just have to admit my family more important than friends.. and i am going out lesser with friends..
i apologise for that my friends......i have learnt a lessons and dun wish to repeat my mistake..
still in a childish way of updating blog.. haiz...
106days without her..
haiz...
today band practice..sleepy mood...
but we had game
dog and bone again...
we played spanish brass and in the winter of 1730s..
oh lol..having difficulty in the winter..
okay then band ended at 3 plus i went with hme
left 2 more band practice and we go for exam break..
ahhh exam exam
tmr must study.. didn finish my compo aiyo...
must stdy reall hard..
going to ban myself frm com soon...